Can you guess.

How long its been since ive thought of you
always thinking of mistakes made and things that cant be taken back
the fact that your even coming back
just aint right,
my past spent days and nights waiting for your call or comment
just 4 months of nothing, responded never
and now your coming home
for what fcking reason?
you've made it clear that you dont know when your coming back here
and now what?
your gonna leave another chick,
which loves and trusts you
how the fck do you think this feels to her?
i was in that place
her patiently waiting...for nothing again
are you gonna treat her bad too?
i mean how many times to you have to do this?
until you realize pain held within.
i never really told you how much it hurt for me to see you leave
scarred in my eyes, ive cried way too many times for you
and now your victimizing another girl
i mean what the fck do we deserve for this?
can you decide where do you want to be already.
this is bullshit >_<