Friday, April 3, 2009

Just like that

taking account that those three words seem to be your anthem
like everything done had been an impulse
just like that
you cant seem to decide rights and make more wrong turns then ever
driving me wild with your i dont know what the fck your doing ways
i don't think i could stand this ride anymore because..
just like that
we've become friends then to a promise made but nothing more,
but in a instance your foot seems ready to be out that door
out of my life
i was never that good enough for you
as much as i try its not worth it
because i have to pour out everything to get your attention
and when i do you dont care
shit like this is not fair
because unlike you when i say i love you i mean it
i mean i know you do,
but from our secret rendezvous
just like that
i fell, falling too far to be caught
trapped memories into thoughts
i didn't know what i wanted anymore
too confused with a heart fully devoted.
our hormones needed more than attraction to satisfact this opinion
i needed you like air
precious to my lungs,
moments without you were risking my every being
because i was barely breathing
not even seeing that you cant ever be mine
i was just wasting my time dreaming that you wanted me
and just like that
from star-crossed lovers to best friends to sex toyed with, in the end
were back where we started
never finishing our business

2 comments:

  1. thts ironic...... love the poem kaname

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  2. Wow. D: Thats all I can say. So speechless. xD;

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